七年前の自分へ戻りたい

自信過剰の自分が今は羨ましい
褒めることをしらない日本の文化
周りと同じな考え方じゃないといけない日本の文化
個人の意思をつぶしていく日本の文化

海外で育った結果の自身過剰って言っていいくらいの自分

なぜ今はこんなに弱い人間に

残念だ

変えていかないとどんどん才能のある人が腐ってしまう、弱ってしまう

まず自分を立て直そう

少なからず自分は人の良さ、人の才能を丁寧に扱う人間になろう

社会は人間だから答えは一つじゃないはず

接する方法はいろいろあるはず

少なからず私は人をつぶす人間にはならないようにする

つぶされてもつぶさない

つぶす人こそ時間をかけて変えていく

そういう人間をまず周りに増やしいく

そうしたら周りの環境が変わるかも

そうしたら社会が変わって日本が変わるかも。。やっと前に進むかも

そうしたらいずれかママになったら日本に住んでみたらと自信をもって子供に言えるかも

自分のために
未来の子供のために

少し自信過剰だった自分にお願いしてみよう

戻ってきてもらおう

今日から自分立て直そう

昨日はママの優しさ感動する一日でした
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そのママにはママが大好きのプーケットの写真を贈ります

On my 'I want' list....

The Tory Burch Belen Flat Bootie
available on toryburch.com ... which unfortunately doesn't ship to Japan :( So I'm trying to figure out where to get them.

Wanna pair em with some skinny jeans and a folklore top... a mini skirt and a simple white T... a maxi dress....

Oh how I want these!!!

What do you think of this See by Chloe bag? It's quite a small one but I absolutely love it :) It's in my colour AND it's on sale! What do you think???

I have always loved Thailand! But it was my first time going to Thailand without my family so I was wondering how it would feel.
John and I left for Phuket on the 10th of June and we got back on the 15th! It was definitely too short a trip but we had such a beautiful time. I think I love the place even more now as an adult than I did when I was child... when quite frankly I didn't really think about culture, and the people....

Now that we have been there together we really cannot wait until our wedding there next year!

The pic is of my food from the seller on the bike. My last lunch eaten on the beach! Lovely!

There is a Thai restaurant that I go to pretty much every other day where I work called Coca Restaurant. It's affordable, comfortable and the people are really sweet! The other day my colleague and I were looking at wedding dress photos and the store manager congratulated me after picking up titbits of our conversation!
The next day I went to the store and they gave me a congratulatory drink!!! How sweet is that?!

Going to Guam in two days! Am kind of excited but it is with the company so I am worried that I will have to do all that pourin and serving for older and more experienced colleagues ;) it's not a bad thing or anything but just not a culture I am used to - I can do polite but maybe not servient!
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by the way that's a picture of my sushi on the Shinkansen! Had a business trip to Osaka two days ago and ate it on the way back :)))) tWas delicious - one thing I definitely love about Japan!